1k

Today ive just spend around 1.3k in an hour..arghhh!!..So many things to pay.
cars,house rent,bills uwaa.So its true what ive heard that "we work just only to pay our debt" huhu when you are working u will realise that its hard to earn money.Now i understand, why the last time i ask my parent to buy toys or something for me, they said that they cant affort to buy it.Now ive understand how hard you guy fighting to earn money to feed our family.

Her!

i met her back.It was quite a time since the last i met her.but like always, i cant stand with her smile.damn! when she step into my car, i can feel that my heart beat faster and faster..My feelings towards her just cant be describe by words. she was so amazing.. every part of her was perfect for me.her SMILE, her EYES arghhhhhh im in love with her.. but everytime i tried to tell about my feelings, i FAILED! hurm .. god! please help me..

AHD 3443

I've just receive my own car hehe.The date was on 14th May 2010.I really2 excited when i arrived at the showroom when i looked at my solid WHITE HORSE which was ready to be taken home. It was the NEO CPS which i really2 dream to buy it since i was at poli.Now i can smile and enjoy the pleasure driving it.Btw thanks alot to my ABAH and MAMA for the downpayment.You guys really the BEST. Really LOVE U. Now i need to start concentrate on my monthly payment UWAA. Hope dat i can pay it hehehe

Updated

Its been 5 MONTHS since the last i updated my blog.1st of all,Now im officially working with MAS.Its like a dream come true for me.I really didnt expect that i will work with MAS.Thanks to the panel who had interviewed me and give me an opportunity to prove to them what i can do for the company.i need to build my career as soom i could.Although my job title is just a junior technician but i've promise to myself that in 5years time i will become an LAE (License Aircraft Engineer).

Interview

i went for an interview yesterday at IPOH SPECIALIST HOSPITAL.I applied for a clerk post..hehe..just for fun and to earn some pocketmoney.Just 7 person attended the interview yesterday and guess what im the only guy there.The other six was all women and they looked like housewive.argghhh.i thought there would be some hot chicks applying for that post but there was not.its okay.i was the 3rd person to be interviewed that day.the interview went smoothly but i felt dissapointed with the comment made by the panel.They said that im OVER-QUALIFIED for that post. WTF!! Im not looking for fulltime job,the main reason im applying this job was to gain some experience there.huh.They asked me why i didnt went for further study.How many time should i told u guys, i need some working experience.Was it so hard for you guys to understand????you guys just can't simply understand what im saying..hurmmm.. i really2 hope that i will get the job soon becausi im so DAMN BROKE right now......

Jealous

One by one women who i had once got CRUSH with was taken.Now what i can do is praying and wishing the best for them.I don't have enough strengh to win their heart.Hurm..what's wrong with me?? maybe I'm not good when it comes to tackle a women. what should i do?? for how long i can wait and just staring at them without making a move.

I would rather stares at the women i like. Love to see when they're smiling and laughing from far. My fellow friends once told me that I've the quality that a women need. Looks??wealth?? I've it. They said that I'm only lack of SELF-CONFIDENCE which was absolutely 100% true.Thanks to ADEEB. u wake me up my friend.Don't know what to do anymore.should i wait again?? or should i change my attitude and become more POSITIVE??

Regrets

i think i've made a mistake by rejecting the offer from Spirit Aerosystems. If i grab the offer, right now i will be at subang. The type of place i dream to stay.Everything is there. U named it n u got it.mall??nightlife??freedom??food??friends?? all there.But that is the pro.The cons?? the basic wage is too far below what im expected. rm1300?? is it enough??well.. i dont think so. rent,fuel,food,utility,house's deposit,epf n sucso all need to be paid...arghhhh ... after calculating it, i've only rm400 in my hand..hurmm if im in ipoh, it should be enough.In subang??nahh.. i've tried it before n it suffers me alot..huhu.. i hope i will get other offer soon.. -amin-